The Peaceful Comedy of Sean Bedlam
I used to throw my videos out there and rely on word of mouth. Yes sometimes I'd use some smartarse bullshit to publicise them but mostly I was slaved to a retarded non-plan while I worked out why I was even pumping out this self-worship diary. A while ago I realised I was unhappy with nearly everything about online video. I liked The Attention but I seemed to be going backwards. I decided I needed to change the "Sean Bedlam" character and that's when things got weird because I am Sean Bedlam. I'm Sean Bedlam. Hi. I liked The Attention but I wanted Positive Attention. My videos were too often basically trolling people and it was human centipeding me in the dick, whatever that means. I lost confidence and was pretty much saved by Occupy when all my talking suddenly was part of a real thing. Good one. I seem to have neglected to mention getting into standup comedy, which is it's own fucked up hall of mirrors. Anyway, after years of false starts just yest